Space Traveler Discloses Depression Following ‘Tsunami of Backlash Post-Spaceflight

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.

Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also included well-known figures.

The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” she recounted in a public message, describing a phone call from a fellow crew member in the days following the journey.

She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in female health science and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – including her studies and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her roots – was drowned out under the avalanche of gendered attacks.

She is widely recognized for her pioneering work fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.

Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after surviving a rape during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

Finding Solid Ground

Months following reaching space, she has stated the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “You all saved me,” she said.

She noted that despite the negativity, considerable good had come out of the mission, including increased focus on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.

About the Mission

The fully automated spacecraft lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of space.

The diverse crew also comprised experts in multiple disciplines.

The company behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.